Oh yes, I forgot to rant about something else. I need to get all of this off my chest so I can study in peace so here goes:

I cannot stand people who look down on me or underestimate me. It's the feeling I get when teachers don't know my name or when someone else claims that so, so and so are smart in class and the rest are just average.

I do sound jealous but it's like how you know you've got this under your belt yet the person still asks you "Are you sure?". Maybe the reason why I'm not acknowledged is because I don't work as hard, which is fair, or because I just have some kind of bland character. Maybe I'm just misunderstood.

Well, I guess these are just worthless thoughts. Now that I've thought through, there's really not much merits to being known or talked about anyway. It's irritating and comes with a set of high expectations. So now I know what to do when these thoughts start tugging at the hem of my mind like a spoiled child - ignore them. Practice makes perfect and soon it won't affect me anymore.

Okay, reflection done! Although it took long, at least I got some morals out of it.