In the middle of prelims now. Near the end at least.

Many things happened this week...

Well on Sunday I went out with Gina (this is a fake name), and it was alright at first. Then I got hurt really badly because I found out that she didn't accept me for who I was. Not only that, she was afraid that someone would see us going out together. All this time I always thought I could go to her and even regarded her as sort of a best friend, someone I can be myself, go all out to. I won't need to HIDE anything. Well I guess I was wrong, then slowly I've started to realize I've been wrong all this while.

During the last part she offered to walk me home because it was on her way, and I broke down because I just couldn't stand hearing anymore of what she felt. I felt so horrible then, but then after I broke down she started being nice to me and she totally changed on the spot. After that she's been trying to patch up our friendship but I know it'll never be the same.

I've changed, I guess. I'm not so naive now, just so you know.

But no worries I haven't given up on the world. Why? It's because of all my other friends who make me believe in friendship and love. (Not in order...)

Hilary, Victoria, Joey, Tess, Amila, Dorea, Charlotte, Jolene and many more... My clique... Classmates...

If your name is not here, not to worry I like you too for even bothering to come here and care for me. (Unless you're a hater haha!)

I would say that life's brighter now with all that worry put behind and delt with.

I can now go out into the world with an almost full smile on my face (I'm still praying to God for strength to be able to forgive myself for some other things). But nontheless, I'm still happy :)

And a piece of advise for all you people out there seeking happiness:
Forgiving is FREEDOM.
Now set yourself free because nobody else has the ability to hold you back.

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