Blog posts so sad. Anyway, I've recently finished reading all the updates of another shoujo manga called L♥DK. It's been brightening up my mood for the past few days 'coz I'm such a sucker for romance. Comedy too! :D

Well, I feel super tired this week but what to do? Trained everyday from Wed till Sat. Morning training continuously for 3 days is seriously hell. I'm really confused over whether I should go for training even though I feel so tired. It's like I already know I can't produce many good sets today and on top of that, if I go for training I will not have the option to slack so I might just push myself over and get injured or fall sick. Then again it's not like I can skip training so easily. High responsibility here over this and a few other matters. Other matters such as firstly, the boat I'm using needs to be taken care of very carefully, secondly, I have to be conscious that I'm going to become a senior so I have to learn how to be a good one fast, and so on. On the side note, I don't think I'll get to experience being a junior for much longer because of all the newbiez coming in, damnnn!

I really wish for more time. It's like my holidays flew past and school is starting next week. I guess I signed a deal with the devil. I get the opportunity to go to Hwa Chong and continue canoeing in exchange for litte, controlled freedom and much torture. Yep. Today was the Geog challenge and I didn't attend at all :/ I wonder how it went yet I'm a bit scared to ask because I didn't go when I said I would. What I did today was instead: Go for training, lunch at HC (supposedly Kee Wei's farewell lunch, that's the only reason I went) (Kee Wei is last year's boys team captain and he's very very nice), a bit of study session then rush off to meet Vanessa at airport, super late for church so I didn't go (guilty again), slept from about 6.30~8.30 and I've been slacking for the last two hours... (wow I just realized...) Sigh, life's in a MESS.

Today, training was quite depressing. My timings seemingly deproved drastically from last year even though I can say that I've been training much harder than before. Perhaps I just need more time to catch back up but I would definitely not like to stagnate at the same timing for a year, plus the fact that I'm training much harder. On the other hand, I felt so tired today while doing sets. Halfway through my second 1000m set I started having a runny nose which shows that I haven't been sleeping enough. Yep, so I don't know why I sorta slowed down. Also, the teacher said something about my mentality that really pissed me off. I fight back okay, maybe not all the time but I do try. I really hate it when I'm here trying so hard and there you are, easily saying that I'm NOT. Haven't you seen me fight back and catch up? Last time, even though I was 25m behind (a whole buoy!), I caught up with my opponent, and just because today I was quite tired and you said that about me, I was kinda pissed -.- Thanks. That day even, you said 2 people in our team had weak mentalities just because they did not come for training. I think they are smart people who know how to rest and actually have the guts to. I felt that it was really horrible of you to say such things behind their back even though they also train hard.

Sigh okay, I gotta stop talking about training before I get "found out" just because I wrote something wrong. Hm, how about no kaypoh people at my blog huh? Please press the X button on the top right if you're one! Okay, although I haven't blogged all out, I need to practise some guitar now before tomorrow's class. I haven't touched it in two weeks! Deaaad!

Here's two camwhore photos like I used to post before :P



New cam! Promised you guys some high quality pix x) so here's some of myself hahahahaha. Anw that's the dress I wore for CNY second day.

CHEEEEEEEERS~