Been emo-ing these past few days, or more accurately, I'm not as bubbly as before. It's all about forcing myself to see the light, it doesn't come naturally, that fresh feeling everyday when I greet my friends and classmates. I miss KC. I'm tired 24/7 too.

Sigh, I miss staying up late and having friends to pei me online. And going to sleep together with that friend so I won't be online alone because I won't ever want to sign-off if it wasn't for that other person signing off too. The online atmosphere feels really lonely now... Heh.

I don't know... and everything just feels not right. Perhaps it's just this weird transition period to JC. Sigh. I don't wanna go to sleep... I need someone to tell me to do so.

Sorry I'm not making any sense but I'll post this anyway. Not really in the CNY mood though.

If I was in the CNY mood it'll be like...

HAPPY YEAR OF THE WATER DRAGON EVERYONE! teehee

I don't wanna try to be fake happy because I find it disgusting. But I hate being sad and burdening my friends too. I also don't know how to find real happiness also. I sound so dumb, k nvm lolol.